What do you do when you realize that your life fits wrong? It’s not a matter of having pursued the wrong avenue or being in the wrong job. It’s a strange feeling of not quite fitting into your life. That you should act differently, you should be a little more different, surround yourself by different people…… Continue reading On restlessness.
Today, I ran into someone from my past. Have you ever been really fond of someone for a long time, nearly mesmerized, so to speak, and after some time away from that person you found yourself wondering what the hell made you like them so much, because they were actually kinda shitty? Yeah, that’s where…… Continue reading On hindsight.
Lately, my life has been turbulent. Actually, “lately” is too constrictive of a term — the last two, maybe three years of my life have been turbulent. Even now, facing a tangible path and a concrete plan for the next few years (some direction, as opposed to the past year of floating about in uncertain…… Continue reading On the fear of unhappiness.
Being petty comes up a lot nowadays. It’s been used as a catch-all for what are essentially passive-aggressive behaviours performed for a variety of purposes, including making someone feel guilty, identifying one’s own superiority, or generally reciprocating a negative sentiment that someone has afforded you. I am petty. Oh yes, I’m a petty person. I…… Continue reading On being petty.
After not so much deliberation (granted, for a long time), I have arrived… well, here. What is prompting this stage of my life is hard to verbalize. The best I can do, I guess, is to say that I’m hoping this outlet will allow me to somehow categorize and order all the things in my…… Continue reading And so it begins.